What is the definition of a "best friend"? There have been so many times in my short life where I thought I had a best friend. I was wrong so many times before, hurt so many times before that I think I've lost trust in all of my "best friends". I don't know if I'm friends with a true best friend anymore. I use to think we were so perfect for each other. Now I'm thinking, "I think I am really wrong about it this time." I don't know what to think or what to say to explain the way I feel about this...to explain what I've gone through to give me such doubt... I just don't know if I'm wrong or right this time. I think I've lost trust in so many things and so many people that I don't know who to trust anymore. It's seems that every time I get to trust someone, everything just goes downhill from there.
I've had trust lead me into so many bad things in life that I don't know if I ever what to trust anyone ever again...I don't know if I could risk getting into anymore trouble.
Is a person still my best friend when they lie to me? How about after they keep things from you or ditch you? What about when it gets to the point where you don't know if they're lying or not? I just don't know anymore...
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Unfortunately, I think we've all been there, Em. Lately, I've begun to think that the only person you can count on is yourself. I wish it were different, but as long as you are in a relationship with another person, you are bound to be disappointed from time to time. One thing I have learned though, is there are certain people who tend to hurt everyone they come in contact with. Those are the ones you have to stay away from. It is better NOT to have a friend than to have one that isn't a TRUE friend. I don't know...You're a smart girl, you'll figure this stuff out. Just be the kind of friend you'd like to have and surround yourself with people who have those same qualities. :)
Thanks tonja...we should meet up for dinner sometime. i wanna come up to hang out with you guys...
I love you so much! You are a beautiful and smart young lady, full of so much potential. You will experience much in life because of the special job you are on this earth to accomplish... your destiny. Your calling in life will bring you happiness and boundless blessings. But, because you are a valiant being, you will also have many people come into your life and say they are your best friend, when in truth their only pupose is to tempt you and draw you away from what is your purpose. Through these friendships you will learn through pain and suffering what is important to you, learning from mistakes, growing and becoming wise. One thing you should always remember is, you are never alone! You have and will always have best friends, some seen and others not seen but felt! I love you---and even though I am your aunt, I am also your friend... wanting nothing but the best for you, accepting you for who are are, unconditionally... making me one of your best friends!
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