What is the definition of a "best friend"? There have been so many times in my short life where I thought I had a best friend. I was wrong so many times before, hurt so many times before that I think I've lost trust in all of my "best friends". I don't know if I'm friends with a true best friend anymore. I use to think we were so perfect for each other. Now I'm thinking, "I think I am really wrong about it this time." I don't know what to think or what to say to explain the way I feel about this...to explain what I've gone through to give me such doubt... I just don't know if I'm wrong or right this time. I think I've lost trust in so many things and so many people that I don't know who to trust anymore. It's seems that every time I get to trust someone, everything just goes downhill from there.
I've had trust lead me into so many bad things in life that I don't know if I ever what to trust anyone ever again...I don't know if I could risk getting into anymore trouble.
Is a person still my best friend when they lie to me? How about after they keep things from you or ditch you? What about when it gets to the point where you don't know if they're lying or not? I just don't know anymore...
